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[Mar. 7th, 2007|11:02 pm] |
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senioritis is taking over my life... |
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[Feb. 26th, 2007|08:21 pm] |
had a great time with my favorite people at/after my party : ]
kyle sure was surprised.
meghan, sam, marissa, hannah, and everyone else that came
that i didn't usually hang out with- i was glad you came.
i especially loved felicia erin and lex spending the night.
they are my bestest friends and i love them very much.
fel- i just want to let you know that no matter how busy we
are i know we will always be close friends because it doesn't
take us hanging out every day to keep in touch. it's like
the second we do hang out, everything falls back in place.
and my mom told me you're an awesome friend to me. so i
figured i would listen to her lol and repeat that to you.
by the way i love your boyfriend as well (jaseeee!!!)
robbie- im so glad you were there to share that night with me
things really wouldnt be the same without you. i loved dancing
with you when there was no good music on and just being with
you in general. you know, sometimes things are really awful
and i have really bad feelings, but at the same time i don't
want to think of what things would be like if we weren't together.
jimmy thanks for coming. i was really glad you could make it and
did make it- especially since you only knew two people. that was
really cool of you.
jd i miss you and hanging out with you. and were going to the movies
this weekend. and you totally dont even know this livejournal exists,
but that's okay too.
more on this later. |
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[Jan. 17th, 2007|10:36 pm] |
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random list of loves:
<3. cheerleaders.
<3. basketball players.
<3. owning storch's test in the face.
<3. turley's class.
<3. my lunch table.
<3. my parents.
<3. senior night.
<3. flowers for the seniors.
<3. hugging those who gave us flowers.
<3. dances.
<3. solos.
<3. being captain.
<3. singing with the squad on our way to the car.
<3. goes something like: "i wanna ...eff! you."
<3. x's and o's.
<3. raiding peoples cars with hot pink post its.
<3. chelsea.
<3. dreams of college.
<3. ... dreams involving stoplights lol.
<3. talks with eric ky and alex.
<3. interrupting ky's game of WOW.
<3. starbucks. specifically caramel frappuccinos.
<3. hot tubs.
<3. "its raining... you know what that means...
TIME TO TAKE OFF MY PANTS!!!!!!!!"
-sees guy watching and RUNS AWAYYYY
<3. random honks and nods
<3. "having some special talent of saying
the perfect thing, doing the perfect thing,
or just putting on the perfect expression."
<3. having faith and confidence when no one else does.
<3. my 5th period, we stick together.
<3. one tree hill (please tell me someone recorded it)
<3. rascal flatts and phil vassar
<3. stop signs
<3. taking a break from the world
<3. text messaging
<3. soft skin
<3. trampolines
<3. dating someone who:
you can be yourself around no matter what
is one of your best friends
constantly makes you laugh
can read your mind
tell how you feel by looking at you
always knows when something's wrong
you just click with (chemistry is present)
admires you just as much as you admire them
wow i love a lot of things lol
... and way more that i don't feel like typing |
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[Nov. 14th, 2006|09:27 pm] |
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| | i belong to me- jessica simpson | ] |
i figure i'll post for the first time in a super long time.
first of all, mr. y's class is owning everyone. if he knows
everyone's failing- wouldn't he try and help? of course not.
it's almost like it's his goal as a first year AP teacher is
to make the course as hard as he possibly can. it's sad that
my lowest grade is in environmental science.
on another note: i absolutely love my english class.
mrs. turley is such an amazing teacher. sometimes it's dis-
couraging to know that in caldwell's class some of my friends
have crazy 106.3 averages... yet at the same time, i get
so much out of my class. mrs. turley always has a new per-
spective, and the discussions are amazing. it never fails
to amaze me how diction and syntax can completely change
the mood of a passage. it also never fails to amaze me how
much irony and symbolism there is in literature. mrs.
turley's class definitely makes you go way beyond the surface
level, and it sure isn't easy- but i absolutely love it.
and again: here i am. since my sophomore year i have always
wondered if i would ever fill the shoes of my other captains,
and now the time is finally here. being captain is a ton of work,
yet i absolutely love it. we have a lot of kinks in our squad to
work out, and everyone seems to be on completely different
levels, but everyone has already improved even over the first
three practices. the girls are great and i love helping them.
this is something i seriously love doing- dancing, cheering,
teaching, and leading an entire group of girls every day.
our first game is monday, and i know i'll be impressed with
the girls' performance. congrats girls. you've made it this far
and you're constantly improving. christina and i are going to do
our best to make this the best year ever. : ]
there are always things to complain about, but i don't feel like
complaining at the moment. i know so many of you are having a hard
time this year, but keep at it. it's our last year, stick it out.
it's not worth dropping out and getting paid minimum wage the rest of
your life. a few more months and we get our diplomas and a chance to
start over. : ] |
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|08:46 pm] |
well lets see- this is my last year
with my two best girl friends in the world.
so chelsea and felicia<3
i just wanted to let you guys know i love you with all my heart.
you both are dedicated, caring, sweet, loving, passionate, and beautiful. these are our last birthdays together,
our last homecomings together,
everything.
this year has been amazing so far. boys come and go, but your girls are always there. through the drama, through the hard times, and through amazing times (like on the sandbar with some really hot guys in marco island)lol not to mention through fighting over retarded movies that have time gaps that confuse everyone. i love how we argue and share our thoughts and then hug each other and it's all cool. i love our adventures on golf courses at late night parties.
i'm sure there will be many more posts about how much i love yall and how much im going to miss you all, but since both of your birthdays are coming up, i just hope that they're really special and i hope both of yall know how much i love you and how awesome i want our last year to be.
<3.happy birthday girls, i love you more than you know.<3
p.s. lex im sorry you missed out on this one, i love you and had an amazing time at your party! i'm gonna miss you so much next year :-(
you never know what you have till it's gone, well i already have a pretty good idea and it hasn't even happened yet-- i don't think that's a good sign |
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[Aug. 20th, 2006|06:16 pm] |
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this has been an awesome start to my senior year.
sure, some things stink, some people put guys before girls, some people are losers, some people lie and treat others really badly sometimes, but that's always going to happen. i've met some of the most amazing friends & kept some of the most amazing friends. the football game was amazing, it's awesome being on the other side of the stands. i've been going to church now for over a month and i absolutely LOVE it. it's one of those things i actually look forward to every week.
rachelle came over and we worked on our duet today. it's so much fun. i look forward to voice, cheearleading, and dance. : ]
*rachelle & dillon, i seriously can't tell yall how amazing it's been becoming this dynamic trio. i love you guys more than you know- slurpees make us crazy around midnight
*cliff & jason, you definitely gave me a scare before the game, but you guys are awesome regardless, just so you know since i won't be seeing you until like five years from now.
*felicia, i love spending time with you even if we have to do retarded homework and are too tired to talk anyway lol. (how much can i get at 7-11 for my... you know...) lol
*chelsea, i miss you so much and i can't wait to hang out with you again. i love how we can talk for hours about everything going on.
*kyle, you know you've been my best friend for longer than almost anyone else. you're one of the few people i can truly trust with everything- bff0ilu
*bjorn, you saved my life. period end of statement. lol
*jd, even though we fight like a married couple i love u and you're gonna be the most amazing fireman there is.
*marissa, i hope you had the most awesome birthday ever.
*liz, illegal relationships much?! wth. yeah btw i fell in love with a 21 year old earlier, but i mean hey at least it's not a 14 year old you know like your sister's age. lol
*lex, where the heck have you been?
*val, you completely looked like an angel last night.
*jose, i miss hanging out with you a lot :-(
*brian, if you come up to me and ask me one more time if i know what you want for your birthday i'm going to have to smack you super hard.
okay there are a lot of people on there that don't even read this so i'm not going to add anymore that don't read this either lol.<3 |
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[Aug. 11th, 2006|06:43 pm] |
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| | who cares, im a freakin senior baby! | ] |
so i was at tijuana flats with some friends for like two and a half hours talking about boys/girls/relationships/crushes, people always being in the back of your head, how to tell someone you just want to be friends, and taking chances.
& everytime i would mention this specific guy,
dillon would look me in the eyes and say,
"life is about taking risks"
to which every AP govt & econ kid would have to respond that life is actually about maximizing your utility (i mean come on, it's even why the chicken crossed the road) lol
no but really, this is my/our senior year.
i have hard classes, but i've already learned so much
i'm sure there will be hard times, but i have some awesome friends
who i would go through all of those times all over again for.
im going off to college in a year, but i still have one year left
with a bunch of people i love so much.
i have guys right infront of my face, but i don't just want to settle.
and i never have wanted to.
i wanna take that just a step further
i want to take a chance, jump head first into the water.
life is too short to watch it pass by,
and those risks you don't take, you will always be left wondering.
what would've happened?
i don't know about you, but i don't want to be asking myself that question years from now.
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.s.o. .h.e.r.e. .i.t. .g.o.e.s.<3
for all of my friends, & all of those fellow seniors-
this is our last year together. think about that...
let's make it amazing.
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[Jul. 24th, 2006|07:52 pm] |
the fray is coming to town. 18 bucks to go see them
@ the hard rock. all of you are going so go ahead
and post a comment saying you would love to go. lol
the only bad thing...
it's on halloween. yeah. lol
P.S. to the F.A. (you know who you are)- shopping/sleepover
fun next week. we need some BFF school prep time. xoxo; |
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[Jul. 4th, 2006|12:22 am] |
i met the perfect guy...
that just so happens to live a million miles away. yep, just my luck. |
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[Jun. 16th, 2006|01:45 am] |
latest advice from marlea:
if someone is always in your head... they are NOT NOT NOT supposed to be there! at ALL! get outtttttttttttt!! |
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[Jun. 10th, 2006|03:55 pm] |
alright you guys,
after dating a bunch of people, being confused a bunch of times.
after a million heart breaks, and a million good-byes.
i finally found true love.
don't be jealous- your time will come too.<3 |
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[May. 24th, 2006|03:52 pm] |
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| | keep singing- mercy me | ] |
i've learned some very important lessons in the past week (or even some i've learned prior to that time frame) and thought i would share:
<3. it's awesome being a dancer, because people give you flowers when you perform.
<3. being with people who make you laugh and bring you up can make you completely forget about things that make you sad.
<3. never assume that a guy just wants to be friends with you, because a lot of times it screws you over.
<3. there is absolutely no point in studying for mr. howards physics exam- no point. at all.
<3. usually being nice pays off, but sometimes, it gets you stalkers. so be careful.
<3. family is family. no matter how bad they treat you or how good they treat you, they're a part of you. and you can't help but love them, even when you're mad at them.
<3. sending text messages to chorus librarians while they're in an officers meeting can be more fun than you would ever think.
<3. sometimes when one of your best friends isn't there for you, you find that many people you didn't expect to be there for you are.
<3. never be alone at a gas station at night. always have someone else with you.
<3. graduation is very long and boring, even if your brother IS valedictorian.
<3. summer can be AMAZING. being a senior is going to be OFF THE CHAINNN '07!!
<3. always believe and yourself and be confident. arrogance isn't cool- but having faith in yourself is.
<3. be true to yourself. if someone has something bad to say about you consider it. check yourself. consider their point of view, their feelings. sometimes things are meant to be risen above and sometimes things are better changed.
<3. don't let hurtful words bring you down. everyone's heard them, from thomas edison to michael jordan. somewhere along the line people will try to hurt you bring you down- but if you let it change your image of yourself and break your self-confidence, you're just giving them what they want, and making yourself more vulnerable.
<3. sometimes, one of the best things to do is wear your heart on your sleeve, because then you're honest about how you feel with not only everyone around you, but also with yourself. be comfortable in your own shoes.
<3. sometimes, when you're sad, or frightened, one of the best things to do is read scripture. or pray. God always has a plan for everything, and He would never give you something you couldn't handle with His guidance.
i love everyone! we all need to hang out this summer!<3
p.s. i added a little something for my band friends...
yes they are band peeps! haha how cute!<3 |
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| he's off to cali! |
[May. 5th, 2006|06:58 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Tyler Hilton- I Ain't Missing You | ] |
my brother is going to caltech!!!!!<3
(california institute of technology)
he's amazing- i'm SO proud of him. |
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[Apr. 27th, 2006|10:30 pm] |
my life.
yesterday would
have been our one year.
with every door that closes
another one opens & the timing's
pretty crazy right about now. lol. &
i know i've probably said this a million
times- but dance is AMAZING. i love all of
the girls there & dancing. after working for hours
on end on dances & sweating like crazy with a bunch of
other people who share that same feeling is one of
the most amazing experiences ever. not to men-
tion only about 23 more days till my recital
& me and carrie are in ten dances, baby!
& i dont think i mentioned that prom
was absolutely amazing. i had the
best limo in the universe. and
the most awesome date ever!
i should add i'm also
starting to get sad
about my brother
leaving for
college. |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|02:59 am] |
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| | "I Could Not Ask For More" -Edwin McCain | ] |
i just stayed up till three helping out a good friend. my eyes hurt, i have a headache, and im very tired. but i must say, i feel great. i seriously thing God gave me a desire and passion for helping people and i think that's what i'm here for. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2005|01:56 am] |
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| | "Holdin' You" -Gretchen Wilson | ] |
<3. i talked to kaity all night, on the phone and im still talking to her as its 2 am. i really love her, she does NOT deserve what is happening right now but i know that God has a plan for everything and He definitely has something great in store for her. this really gave me an opportunity to help which i always love, and also an opportunity to get to know a good friend even better. by the way your party was awesome!!!
<3. one of my best friends really has been breaking my heart. i absolutely love him more than anything and sometimes just feel like it's not good enough because i'm only his friend. i care more about him than anything and want him to make the right decisions but i need to let him learn on his own.
<3. so many people are upset right now, and honestly, i can understand why. i just want you all to know i will always be here for you and you can always call me. i love all of my friends so much and wouldn't be able to stand the thought of a friend crying and feeling like they have no one to talk to about it. i've been here, i am here, i will be here. i am open to anyone.
<3. i've been thinking A LOT lately. and no i'm not single, and yes it is the summer. but i've realized how lucky i am to have a boyfriend who lets me do my own thing and who doesn't mind how much time i spend with friends or taking care of them. matt, i really do appreciate you and i'm sorry i didn't call you- even though sometimes you're so darn straightforward *lol* you really do mean so much to me, and i hope i always remind you of that.
by the way so far i've spent every day of the summer with meghan. lol yesss<3
lauren mich meg & i went to interlachen and i got some random guys numbers for mich cause she made me. haha! i hung out with kyle and doug and jimmy- danced infront of mr. L with the rest of the guard, and i finally sent in my volunteer forms for geneva, but that's only a week. i would LOVE to volunteer at a hospital so if anyone has connections hook me up! thank you all. i love each and every one of you! |
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[May. 12th, 2005|11:23 pm] |
from now on i think i'll have an inspiring story of the day. i'm going to try to find something that makes me feel good or that's really sweet and try and make people feel better every day, and i'll post a small clip of a little moment each day (i know, it's called devotion.) letting you know just what made my day.
Inspiring story of the day:
today i was walking in the hallway and a man working for the school (i believe he was a construction worker or repair man) ly knocked over a trash can. as i walked by i watched people laugh at him, point at him and ridicule him. i kept walking and with every step i became more outraged. how could someone be so mean? so i turned around and walked back to the man and leaned down and helped him pick up the trash. he smiled and said, "you don't have to... i've got it." and i was like "are you sure?" and he said, "yes, thank you. i don't want you to get your hands dirty." it's just such a beautiful thing making someone smile just by picking up a few empty soda bottles or bags. you can make someone's day just by smiling and lending them a helping hand, and this sweet man made my day.
Who's ready?!
1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal. |
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